Five years and a mummy pouch later

 

Hello from the future!

I can’t believe it’s been five years since I was here last. It feels so good to be back. I cannot put in to words how much I have missed being here.

My life has completely changed since I was last here. I am no longer even the same person. It’s both sad and beautiful but, it is what it is. Growth isn’t always comfortable, that I can comfortably tell you because it is a truth I have lived. I have honestly missed having the time and the ability to create content. I’ve missed the time and the energy I once had that allowed me to be here whenever I could. I wish I had made better use of that time. Still, Alhamdulillah for how beautiful it’s been here, it truly made me happy when I randomly checked my previous work here.

Anyways, let’s catch up! Shortly after my last post here I got married! Yup, you read that right. I found an imperfect gentleman that complemented my imperfections and I moved from my home town to another state. 

Phew! It’s been one of the hardest things ever and straight up one of the biggest sacrifices I have ever made. I now have two beautiful kids, yes not one but two! I mean which of my lords favour can I deny? Absolutely none. In between all of that so much of the girl that used to here was lost. Everyday I mourn that loss quietly in my heart and in between never ending things to be done. 

I have now begun to slowly creep out of that dark space of confusion in to what I had hoped - still while I was the girl who was here - and I truly hope to make the best out of it. I also wish to educate as I move forward so no sweet young lady out there feels as lost as I once felt. The sky is big enough to fit all our dreams as long as we dare to chase it.

Five years and a mummy pouch later....somehow, it's not my body that feels the most changed.

xx